not got the time
beginning of the year i aquired a new group of friends. 6 months later i feel like a gooseberry. Also it shouldnt be a stress going to see your them. Also lack of consideration for whats going on with my life at the moment. There is a LOT changing right now. im not complaining about it when i could. i need my space and its been taken the wrong way. resulting in one individual going bush at how theyve welcomed me into their home and let me know about social events. like i havent done the same. my dads paid for concerts, food, meals at his, food and alcohol to take to theirs. its so self absorbed to say ive put in no effort. im away on holiday next week. ive been told to use it to gain some perspective. i’ll be enjoying time with my family and my dads wedding. i cant see this being resolved by any means. id be quite happy to get this fixed. its however doubtful tho. its sad
